No one is going to put a gun to your head. You are going to have to decide to support one of them, possibly based on the 'lesser of two evils' rule. Alternately you could support neither, or a third party, which would be a symbolic vote.
I'm close to wanting my fascist police state delivered by the most polarizing and evil figure I can find. That would be Hillary.
I'm tired of losing my rights, my country and my culture in increments. Let's get it on! Bring it, b*tch.
Now, why on earth do you want a "fascist police state delivered by the most polarizing and evil figure [you] can find"?
Sounds kind of massochistic to me, unless you would be part of the ruling politbureau of such a vicious regime (i. e., a "friend" of the b*tch, and therefore, at least you might think, exempted from the evil that she would impose upon everyone else). But in these types of regimes, the "in" people tend to become "out" people in a hurry - if they're permitted to live, that is. Plus, there might not be any future election to vote the b*tch out.