Ah..but here's the rub: there is no peace...no going back...just dealing with it. WHich is exactly the one-in-four of us who've posted on the thread want to get the message out....but it's hard to admit.
I'm glad to know Project Rachel recognizes the travails existence of many of the men who heard the vacuum. It's like having a spear pass through you; but you don't die...and you can never pull it out. 28 years of impalement...and counting. And it pains more as I get older.
It ain't about me, though. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I deserve what I got. Not so, for someone else.
You might be interested in this page.
http://www.rachelsvineyard.org/men/index.htm
It is good for you to try to get the message out, as it is essential for the Abortion Industry to maintain the lie that abortion is no big deal!