Good Lord, McCain is what he is, not my first choice by any means, but it is down to these two, one of which will be CIC.
You seem pretty calm, regardless of the outcome. I'll say again: What is it that you want, and what are you willing to fight for? At this point, I would say, you are not willing to fight for one damn thing.
Liberalism is a thin shell and McCain is another coat of varnish.