I love the RC Mass, and attend now and then, without partaking of the Sacrament, of course.
I am sure it will be suggested by some that I simply renounce my membership in the Lodge, and join the Church. It's not that simple. I honestly cannot understand the Church's position on the issue, and even if I did renounce it, I would always be a Freemason in my heart, which would mean that I would be living a lie.
Anyway, that's about it. I appreciate your asking, and would be interested in your thoughts.