Sounds to me like you're trying to convince yourself that you know what you're talking about. Don't bother. You don't.
For a clearer understanding of the world around you I refer you to God. Ask Him. Let Him give you revelation because as it stands right now this leaning upon your own understanding is failing you miserably.
Have a happy new year!
Your response is my favorite kind on FR.
It’s from someone who doesn’t know enough about a subject to prove you wrong, so they just say ‘you don’t know what you are talking about’.
Happy New Year to you, too.