I’m in pretty much that same space. The first video of the cop shooting the guy looks pretty bad. Sure, the guy was fighting while being put in restraints but he did seem to be mostly under the control of the other cops that were all over him.
And it does look to me like the most astonished person of all after the shot was the cop that fired his weapon. It looks like a dreadful yet accidental shooting, not an intentional execution.
But I’m willing to believe either, depending on where the evidence leads.
Yes, I’m anxious to see more evidence. I wonder tho, after all media attention if we will ever feel comfortable that we know what happened.