You are happier not knowing.
I always want to know the plain facts, even if distressing. I want to know the diagnosis, with all its ugliness, rather than fuzzy pink lies.
I want justice and truth served, ASAP. Whatever the cost, either nationally or personally. It may be the just the bitter medicine that is needed. As an herbalist, I know that the herbs needed for sickness, especially fever and infection and to eliminate toxins, are always bitter. The herbs to build strength are mild tasting. And before strength can be built up, the toxins and infection need to be eliminated.