Still have not seen your answers to the questions at post #702.
Alright already what's your dang hurry, your post is not the only post on here to be gleaned? Everyone has a different calling, however I surmise it's not an easy thing to give up your life for a cause you believe in, most of us other than those in the military have not had to confront that.
Let's just say for the sake of brevity that during the Civil War there were 2 opposing sides willing to fight and die for what they believed in. These days with a situation that's much worse I'm afraid only one side is willing to fight and die for what they believe in, and suffice to say, it's not ours.