I never wrote that you were "filled with wonder and awe". Proper use of quotations would be appreciated. You have pretty plainly stated your admiration for Michael Jackson and your contempt for those who recount the freakshow that was the last 25 years of his life. Reasonable folks can make their own assessments from your words.
And i'm not some irrational "filled with wonder" adorer, I'm someone who is able to look at all sides of a story, weigh the evidence, try to understand the person in question, and use my God-given mind and insight when it comes to what I believe. And in case you didn't notice, I had not even concluded in a set-in-stone way, his innocence or guilt, I've said that I don't think he's the evil monster some people try to make him out to be, but I'll let God be his judge.