I am sorry for your feeling that way. I come from a long line of professional police officers. I can assure you they did the job they agreed to do with out regards to the usual caveats.
I sleep well knowing the men and women serving do so with the best intentions.
You may sleep well thinking that cops do so with the best intentions, halfright, but I don’t. Some good, some crooked. Some just down right mean. Luckily where I live, the bad cops are gotten rid of over time. But it takes a while. And people do pay in the process.
I don’t trust cops unless I know them outside of being a cop. Good rule to follow, I think.