Personally, I felt the same way in the last election when forced to choose between the Rino and the Wee Wee.
It would be nice if there was a black Republican to run
Here’s a tip: stop voting blindly for corrupt Democrats. Plenty of other party lines to choose from in New York (although candidates often run on multiple lines) — show a willingness to vote for other parties, and the Democrats might actually start being somewhat responsive to the constituents.