You are making the baby Jesus cry.
19:14:50 Dispatcher: Okay do you want to just meet with them right near the mailboxes then?
19:14:54 Zimmerman: Yeah that’s fine. [more faint slapping/flapping noises]
19:14:58 Dispatcher: Alright George, I’ll let them know to meet you [unintelligible] there okay?
19:14:59 Zimmerman: Actually could you…could you have them call me and I’ll tell them where I’m at?
It was the dispatcher's suggestion to meet at the mailboxes. Zimmerman rejected it after seemingly first complying, just has he had rejected the previous suggestion not to follow Martin.
Wendy Dorival, a local police officer who coordinates neighborhood watch programs, says that she had told Zimmerman in September 2011 never to take matters into his own hands:
I said, If its someone you dont recognize, call us. Well figure it out. . . Observe from a safe location.' Theres even a slide about not being vigilante police. I dont know how many more times I can repeat it.
But what to expect from one who seemed to have a complex. A person who's emotions took over his better judgment. Negative emotions and frustration at that moment. Witness - 'these ***holes always getting away' and f"ing goon?' all being directed at a single person. And in that person he saw his chance to prove himself slipping away. All the errant drivers, open garage doors and "suspicious" youths all seemed petty things of the past compared to that moment.
He never learned from his past. Why should he? He was always able to turn the tables when things didn't quite go the way he had planned. Witness when initating a violent confrontation with his ex at her house and then filling a petition painting her as the agressor. Or when he was tailgating a driver, who had to explain to police what he thought there was an "irate" person tailgating him when Z called police on him for spitting out the window on his car.
This was THE moment.
That moment and that person would be his.