Then you do not understand the nature of God. God is perfect and as such, cannot have imperfection in His presence. Your idea of good enough is a far cry from God’s standard. To put it simply, I would not want to be in a heaven that would have my unsaved self admitted. But there is a solution that is almost too easy to be believed. Just have faith that Jesus was the son of God, he lived a sinless life, and as such is uniquely situated to bear our sins. Once you believe that you will be changed.
> “To put it simply, I would not want to be in a heaven that would have my unsaved self admitted.”<
Please excuse this digression into something facetious. That reminds of a line attributed to Groucho Marx — “I wouldn’t want to belong to any club that would have a person like me as a member.” :-)