[Excellence]

I think it is different this time for the reason that these people pose an existential threat to the country in general and to me specifically. I think it is normal for someone to hate the thing or person that poses the existential threat.

[what's up]

I completely understand.

It's just that I personally found myself experiencing emotions that negatively affected the rest of my life and I didn't want these socialists to have the power over me to do that.

Maybe you can separate it better from other facets of your life than I could.