If living isn’t worth fighting for, dying as a martyr is worthless.
That martyr nonsense is for the 7th century mohamhead barbarians. If they get you in a corner and make you “say” you believe their idiocy, you say what you must and come back when you can eliminate them. Dying is easy, living requires effort.
I guess you don’t think much of Tertullian’s observation that “the blood of martyrs is the seed of Christians.