Wow, you could be my sister. We have what sounds like the same tale to tell.
Then God bless you and keep you. It’s a tough world out there and we need to care for one another and try to have sympathy for one another. I don’t know where I’ll be in a year from now. But I’m no moocher (in 40 years of working I’ve never had any government handout including unemployment) and I’ll be damned if any comfortable freeper tells me that I am.