You have not offended me; this is all part of a day’s work with a pastor/chaplain. However, Forgiveness for misusing the word of God comes from God. Talk to Him about that part.
You should ask Him about that.
It seems you have drifted away from the command of humility.
I think you and I are both old and will soon meet the Lord. Please, my friend, do not meet Him with a superior attitude.
Believe me...you ain't superior. However much you might believe you are superior to me (and that ain't saying much).
Get ready...be humble.