You really do sound like the killer with your obsession about a females and blonds.
Creepy man.
But, I'll just leave you with this:
I sincerely believe that if you are a psychotherapist who, like Dr. Robi Ludwig, received your PhD by mail order from a small correspondence school, and if you want to be hired as an on-air psychotherapist consultant by Fox News, it won't hurt for you to be just as cute and as blonde as possible. And, as creepy as that may seem to you, that is reality.