Hate is an ugly word.
And I really hate these people. They are truly evil in my view.
A failing of mine that I can’t control.
Nor can I. I know these people up close and personal, I had to work with them, or more accurately they had to work for me.
I ensured they were well treated. I attended their weddings, gave them dowery money, two Eid bonuses annually, mentored them, protected them.
I wish I would have tried to convert them, but that would have gotten me fired so I did not witness to them.
That I did not hangs on me like a weight. If I were to go back would I do differently than I did the 8 years I was there?
No. I was not paid to do anything but my job and the parameters of my job were clear, and the parameters would not change if I return.
So it goes. I hate what they do but I do not hate them.