I used to be Catholic. And my work trying to stop abortion, and trying to get the support of the Catholic Church in my area to talk out about it, showed just the opposite.
Sadly. Horribly. Blatantly. The support and building up of the "Catholic Organization" always comes before standing up for life.
That's why I will no longer be called "Catholic".
If you really were Catholic, I would contend you were not, then you should have talked to your Bishop. If your parish sucks, that is a problem but don’t project your issues on to the entire Church.