Your post reminds me of when I inadvertently allowed my NRA membership to lapse due to moving out of state (Cali.), and a month later in my new home I received a forwarded letter from the NRA stating: “It’s because of people like you who fail to support...” etc.. After spending decades as an avid NRA supporter, I vowed to never EVER give that organization another red cent.
And you stopped making use of the benefits of NRA membership at the same time - many here like having it both ways and have opted not to donate anything while making full use of the FR Forum.
Your post reminds me of an acquaintance I have that happens to be a proponent of Socialism - he feels that since there are programs out there that offer him "free" stuff, he has no responsibility toward actually working and earning something for himself -- all the while complaining on how he has to get by with so little.
You should jon us during one of our "conversations" - you could side with him....