A fair point, still it doesn't make it any easier to watch.
I have no doubt that my reaction to the tape would be similar to your own. However, I'm even more concerned that flight tapes from our zillion-dollar fighter aircraft are making it out for general distribution.
When a fighter pilot is zipping along in a fifty million dollar aircraft at the speed of sound and having to make split second decisions I have no doubt that the hell of war manifests itself in ways that the rest of us can scarcely comprehend - or appreciate.