"If I believed that God was going to reject me for being confused, I might lose some sleep over this."
No you wouldn't; James and Patrick and Vlad would see to that.
LOL! I'll probably lose some sleep taking James to the bathroom tonight, since the older brothers are at camp.
I'll bet they're freezing their gazoogles, too ... and it's getting pretty cold in here, so I'd better go get under some blankets with Vlad.
This thread has been an amazing confluence of great small-o orthdox Christian information. I'll try to catch up tomorrow and see what's been added.