Feeling the same way. Trials overcome are sweeter than those met with failure. Yet failing a trial is yet another trial. Do you let your cross lay on the ground and declare yourself exhausted and beyond hope . . . or do you take up the cross again, and again, and yet again?
You take up the cross...after declaring yourself exhausted an beyond hope! I do this all the time. :o) I’m waiting to see what good could possibly come from out latest trial. What lesson are we supposed to have learned? It could be that we were no more than tools for someone else’s lesson. We’ll have to wait this one out a bit and see what happens. That cross can get awfully heavy!