I often tell my friends that in God's kingdom I will be used as a teaching tool. They'll look at my prior actions and especially my inner life, my thoughts, feelings, emotions and say "if Christ can forgive and change this then there's hope for everyone".
Every believer in Christ is a miracle indeed.
Amen !shalom b'SHEM Yah'shua HaMashiach AdonaiBlessings on you and yours.