Ive been to several AA meetings. I dont happen to believe in any higher power. I dont need to believe in anything. I do think that my dad comes to me in my dreams. That is not a higher power. It will be at least March before I know what my fate is. I am facing DUI/refusal and a carrying a weapon without permit. I tried to commit suicide in July while drunk. Im not sucidal now, but I am anxious about what willl happen to me
Ever hear of Pascal’s Wager??
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pascal%27s_Wager