I’m kind of stuck in a Reformed church right now, but it’s proving very motivational to me to do in depth study of the work of Chafer, Walvoord, and Dillow, etc, since it clarifies why those men broke from the strict Reformed traditions.
Not enough Bible churches in your part of Texas?
Here are some of them:
"God Loves Everybody Equally"
11 Yet, before the twins were born or had done anything good or badin order that God's purpose in election might stand: 12not by works but by him who callsshe was told, "The older will serve the younger."[d] 13Just as it is written: "Jacob I loved, but Esau I hated"
The Non-Reformed cannot deal with these verses at all.