You wake up determined to make a difference in the world by living for Christ and being his humble servant. You spring out of bed, zealous to be the messenger of his lovejust the kind Jesus had in mind when he said, Whoever receives the one I send receives me (John 13:20).
By evening, though, the spring in your step is gone, and you wonder what happened. You tried hard to live as an ambassador for Christ. You really wanted people to know that Jesus is the source of your joy and your peace. Yet looking back on the day, you still had a sense that something was missing. It was as if all your efforts were inadequatenot sufficiently persuasive, faithful, or even loving.
Days like this are bound to come, but when they do, we should look at them as special gifts from God. Its on these days that we are reminded that our human efforts, as invaluable as they are, can still come up short. Just as Peter and the other apostles had to let Jesus wash their feet, the same is true for us (John 13:3-12). Its only as we let Jesus minister to us that we will be made fully fit to do all that God is asking of us.
Picture yourself at the bottom of a massive staircase, with Jesus standing at the top. The sight of his glory, and the sense of love coming from his heart captivate you and make you want to be with him. But every time you try to go up a step or two, you slip back. Finally, frustrated and a little bit sore from all your falls, you cry out for help. In an instant, Jesus descends to the lowest step, sweeps you up in his arms, and carries you up to the top.
Dont let today become one of those days! Instead, start out by placing yourself in the Lords presence through prayer and peaceful openness. Let him wash your feet. Its true: Youll never become a messenger of Gods love on your own. But it is also true that God never intended you to. May this truth fill all of our hearts with joy and encouragement!
Jesus, you love me enough to send me to share you with others. Give me a heart of gentle humility, that I may serve as you served.
Acts 13:13-25; Psalm 89:2-3,21-22,25,27