Don’t give up, you can help alot of people if you can relate to their plight personally. Man, what a story. God bless.
Wow! I had my problems with 1st year of law school. I finished but never returned. God has something else for me. I await his divine guidance.
BPD it’s a b!tch, a blessing, a b!tch, a blessing.....
Seriously though it can be at times the most fascinating and helpful condition when you are compulsed into a subject and you don’t let it go until you have it figured out.
On the flip side the compulsory effects can leave you feeling deflated and defeated on a level normal people do not suffer when you can’t get what ever you tried to obtain.
Then there are the sacrifices you make because you don’t have time, even though you do, or the relationship issues.
Those are just some side effects, for me anyways. At least tegretol and klonipim keeps me from going into full manic sessions, which is solid.
Please get professional help. Your account of the St. Thomas affair makes no sense at all, and representing yourself in court in a case of that type is nuts — especially when you can’t even be consistent about whether it was state court or a federal court. It’s not a “blessing” to have your life in perpetual disarray, and imagining that it is, is just another sign that you urgently need professional help.
Great sad story. I feel for you, I truly do. however, do you realize you seem to be using this religious belief as a crutch to explain away something human? Not being judgemental, I see this in all so called “born agains.” If it helps, good for you, good luck with the rest of your life.
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You’re in manic swing now? That’s what I’d bet. Government Shrinker, Tigers Eye and EEDUDE are all right, I’d think. Until you get yourself stabilized on meds or in a sanitarium, you are a constant disruptive influence. Bipolar is no blessing!
Free Republic is NOT the place for therapy for your problem either. Bipolar patients respond well to rest and calm. Quietude and tranquility! Free Republic is a continual uproar, near chaos. So your post here is yet another clue that you are seeking the rush of the manic phase.
My Dad had severe bipolar, my wife’s close friend’s son also has it bad. I know very well how much of a disruption the manic swing can be. Please check yourself into a clinic or seek what medical help you can.
God bless you Sir!
(Sorry about my screen name)
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