Ah, we all pray for you to return to Christ. The way is to give up the false teachings of the pastor of whichever sub-group and return to Christ and His Church.
Go right ahead if it makes you happy. I on the other hand have been praying for you to actually FIND Christ to begin with. Matthew 7:21-23 -
21"Not everyone who says to Me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father who is in heaven will enter.
22"Many will say to Me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name cast out demons, and in Your name perform many miracles?'
23"And then I will declare to them, 'I never knew you; DEPART FROM ME, YOU WHO PRACTICE LAWLESSNESS.'