>> “I live in the world as it is. No one is “saved” till his life is judged in its completeness, at death.” <<
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Not found anywhere in God’s word.
You live in fear (a sinful condition of itself) if you are not one of God’s children.
That is your ‘reality’ not mine.
"If you're not sure you're saved, you can be sure you're not."
Some deep wisdom in that simple statement.
with fear and trembling work out your salvation. (Philippians 2:12)
It is not a bad idea to familiarize yourself with the scripture before telling me what is and what is not in it.