MNGinTN, just looking for clarification. Do you place yourself outside of the faith (here, I am referring not to subjective Christian faith, that of the individual, but to the objective Christian faith, that is, its content) that the Apostles, Nicene, and Athanasian Creeds affirm and enunciate?
Ask a more cogent question regarding the tpoic of discussion (the IC). [Regarding your oblique question: I am Saved by His Blood shed for me. Jesus is my Savior, my soter, my God in flesh as shown in John Chapter One. I am saved because of God’s Promise of His Grace in Christ Jesus and my utter reliance upon Him only.]