From the article, it doesn't sound like he decided to surrender. Struggling and surrender are sort of opposites.
After my baptism I struggled with temptations and trials, but the Lord was my constant refuge: ‘God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble’(Psa. 46:1).
That was when he was still Catholic. It sounded like he left the Church because he was unhappy with the Catholic approach to sin.