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Please do not take offense to my post.
I am interested in inquiries from all POV. You raise some challenging questions that should be debated more often in the public square.
On topic, if a god is lacks perfect justice, than that god is absent of trust and loyalty on on part. Consider all the suffering in the world allowed by god. If a god only contained unconditional love, all the suffering and death would not be present in this temporal universe. How do you know if heaven awaits considering how in “unperfect” this world is? How do you trust in this god?