in whom we have boldness of speech and confidence of access. (Ephesians 3:12)
We may be tempted to skip over this last line of todays first reading, but if we do we will miss something both amazing and revolutionary. Paul tells us that in Christ we can have confidence of access when it comes to being with the Lord (Ephesians 3:12). These few words can change the way we pray, because in them Paul reminds us that Jesus has broken down every wall of separation and has made it possible for us to come right into Gods presence. By his death and resurrection, he has removed every sin that separates us and has wiped away all the guilt that makes us feel unworthy.
In the United States, many toll roads have separate lanes called E-Z Access. Instead of waiting in long lines to pay the toll, drivers who have already paid a set amount can use these lanes and drive right through without stopping. When these lanes were first introduced, they were wildly popular. After all, why take longer getting to your destination when you dont have to?
On the toll roads, any valid carregardless of its age or state of maintenancecan pass through the E-Z Access lanes with no hesitation. Similarly, we too can go boldly before the throne of God and place ourselves right in his presence. Small, sin-scarred humans that we are, we can still stand confidently before Almighty God. And in his presence, our hearts can melt and be transformed.
Have you been spending time in your prayer feeling as if you are waiting in line? Instead, trust in what Paul is saying about the freedom you can have before your Father in heaven. Put aside your concerns about being unworthy. Accept that because of Jesusnot because of your own goodness you can gain immediate admittance into the presence of God. If you let the Spirit convince you of this truth, you too can know the straightforward simplicity, filial trust, joyous assurance, and humble boldness of a child of God (Catechism of the Catholic Church, 2778). This is your heritage in Christ. Why not put it to the test and see how much more you can experience in prayer?
Jesus, you have done so much for me. I come before you right now with praise and thanksgiving!
Isaiah 12:2-6; Luke 12:39-48