If you feel that the Holy Spirit has abandoned the Catholic Church, feel free to join the SSPX. You will not be the first person to leave the Church in history in protest for one thing or another.
+JMJ,
~Theo
And contrary to what you think, Pope Francis is not what you say he is. Pope Francis has never said that people who are against gay marriage are excommunicated. Quite the opposite. Why don't you concern yourself with your own soul, instead of vesting yourself with authority you don;t have.