“My only conclusion is that Calvinism is an intellectual construct that fails theologically and in human experience “
But notice I’m the only one who has brought forward anything from theology and human experience, while you’ve not once quoted the scripture or even thought of any, and you have yet to even define or defend the “free will” you came to champion.
I defined free will a little back. Obviously I disagree that this free will is an illusion. I used your description as both the definition and the human experience.