I understand that an Evangelical, or Reformed, or Non-demon or whatever (I don't mean this mockingly: I don't know what you call yourself) must submit to whatever his own honest and (seminary!)-educated best guess comes up with. It is unfortunate. I am not under that limitation."
:o)
I like your good-will and I do pray for your well-being and redemption, as I pray for myself and all my dear ones. I like to think of Christ's strong right arm, His saving arm and hand stretched out for us, since He is more eager to save us that we ever were to be saved.
I trust Him. And I entrust you to Him.
Thanks and back at you!