I'm more interested in what you believe, instead of what you don't.
I believe in a fusion of Calvinism and Arminianism.
It isn’t eith calvinism or Arminianism, but BOTH/AND.
Jesus said to the Sadducees that the woman who married seven times would be maried to NEITHER the first NOR the 2nd-7th.
Jesus asked where John authority to Baptize came from - EITHER God OR man.
Jesus said that we render to BOTH to Ceasar AND to God that which belongs to them.
Sometims truth is either/or, sometimes Both/and, sometimes neither/nor.
IMHO, it is BOTH/AND in this case with calvinism/arminianism