Peace in Christ
NO one with any brains can believe that we die pure and sinless, deserving of going STRAIGHT to heaven. Even after confession, I know that I have penance. AFTER that there is "making up for it," which is not really the same as penance.
Penance is just punishment. ATONEMENT is a whole different ballgame.
For ME a PERFECT atonement would be having breakfast with a woman from Church I don't particularly like. She is 100% negative for a MINIMUM of two straight hours.
Not only do I have to listen to her bellyaching for two straight hours, I have to be nice, upbeat, just the right amount of agreeable but pensive, supportive but a bit independent, PAH!! It's impossible.
The Lord KNOWS what a trial that is for me. Maybe, as a reward...oh never mind. I'll get "rewards" when I get them. The good Lord can plan THOSE too. :o) Hope springs eternal...