Well duh. Cut yourself off from all that is good, deny yourself the joys of responsible parenthood, practice sexual perversion in a lifestyle that worships youth and grows on molestation of new recruits, and you wonder why you're alone.
It must be awfully lonely being an old sodomite. The young ones want nothing to do with you, most of the ones your age are already dead and you have no family that will claim you. And of course your long term monogomous partner (whom you first met 18 months ago) has moved on to his next long term monogomous relationship.
It almost seems just.