It's a pi$$er getting old.
You're in luck in this department. Russian culture generally confers on women who live in it the desire to marry up to older men. Most 18-20 year olds over there generally prefer the stability of a 30-40 year old man over the unpredictable alcoholism of an 18-25 year old Russuan man.
Its a fact. Look it up. :) (I have boatloads of Russian friends and acquaintences, and have been told this by most all of them).
Not good enough, by 20+ years!