God speed mfreddy. I am so sorry that you had to endure this tonight. I am sure it is not what you had hoped for.
We should be more thoughtful to your circumstances and not let our personal agendas interfere with your fact-finding.
I wish you all the best.
It is not what I had hoped for but is, to an extent, what I expected. I have pretty thick skin. I knew I'd have to wade through the crap but would receive thoughtful advice and words of encouragement from the wonderful people who have made Free Republic what it is.