You are not hard to figure out. You wanted her dead.
That was an easy question, I thought, for someone who seems to be involved in this movement.
Evidently not.
Let me help you out. IIRC, and I may be wrong becasue it was long ago, her husband had legal custody. The family wanted legal custody, but couldn’t get it, for reasons I’ve forgotten.
Since the person who had legal custody had the legal right to discontinue whatever means were keeping her alive (murder as you call it), he was in a position to do so.
If the above was correct, my answer is yes.
What I should add is this: It is VERY important who it is you are giving you own life and death decisions to.