[the long march]

Yup. I have always found that to be the case.

It is when I am driven to me knees ( due always to my own arrogance and sense of being able to ‘handle it’) that I am finally ready to surrender to win.

[Gilbo_3]

unfortunatly, the 'human condition' is the keystone to our ailment...alcohol is but a convenient manifistation that my demons use to 'play' to my independence from God...

fortunatly, He answers EVERY time the heart truly seeks Him...