McQueary dealt with bigger as a starting quarterback for PSU. Besides he had thirty years on the guy.
McQuery grew up in State College with JoePa’s kids and Sandusky’s kids too.
So...he wasn’t just looking at a rape - a former coach - he was looking at a guy he’d known since childhood.
He was looking at his childhood friends’ dad.
I’m beginning to understand why he was so freaked.