If you pull a dark object out of a holster when the cops are working, you deserve whatever reaction you get. It seems we disagree, but I would be glad to present your eulogy and tell folks you believed you didn’t deserve what happened to you and that you knew some cops were incompetent, but you decided to test the water anyway.
You’re one of those rare people who would rather be right and dead, rather than safe. My sympathies to your family.