Oh, I’m so sorry to hear that. I did not know.
My father passed on a few years back, and he wasn’t a Christian.
I understand how you feel.
Things were different back then. My dad and his side of the family were 2 generations ahead, instead of the usual 1 generation.
I just keep praying for him. He did love us, but was “messed up”.
He really was a good soul.