I define “my” Christianity by the Bible...
If its in there I believe it...
Every Word in the Bible is truth...
It sounds like these questions of yours can only be answer5ed by the Words of God in the Bible...
I dont know how much you may have read of the Christian Bible...
but faith in God makes no sense to the secular mind...
God coming down from Heaven to be born as a human baby of a young virgin makes no sense...
Jesus turning water into wine makes no sense...
Jesus walking on the water makes no sense...
Jesus healing the blind the deaf the dumb makes no sense...
Jesus healing the lepers and all those afflicted with disease makes no semse...
Jesus casting out devils and delivering people makes no sense..
Jesus bring back to life Jarius’ daughter and Lazarus makes no sense...
Jesus laying down His life for us makes no sense...
Jesus allowing them to whip Him till chunks of His flesh was ripped from His body for our healing makes no sense...
Jesus allowing them to hang Him on the Cross where he bled and died for our salvation makes no sense...
The ability to be born again through the shed Blood of Jesus on the Cross makes no sense...
Jesus rising again the third day makes no sense...
SAnfels appearing and speaking to Mary Madgalaine about Jesus rising makes no sense...
The once dead Jesus talking to Mary and the others and eating with them for 40 days makes no sense...
The LORD Jesus Christ rising in the air to Heaven makes no sense...
Jesus healing me or anyone else of cancer makes no sense but it sure feels right...
That He will come again as he promised makes no sense...
But we must take what God has said and done by faith...
Faith makes no sense...
If it did it would not be faith...
You seem to want to avoid the question of what denomination you belong too.