His journey to this stage of rage, hate and murder was launched, according to his manifesto, because he alledges, a white cop said ‘nigger.’ He ordered the cop toforego saying that word and then choked the cop when he did not respond as ordered.
The accused racist cop was suspended with pay for almost a month; I assume while the incident was investigated. That the white man was paid during his suspension, enraged the angry race man. He did not want the white man to be paid during the suspension.
This incident was followed by him ratting out fellow officers for abusing a homeless man. He claims that he was fired because he ratted out police brutality and racism in the police department. He mentions he was suspended for accidently discharging his firearm.
Racial resentment and the idea of him possessing racial authority or superiority over inferior white peers, is at the center of his man’s ruined life and insanity.
He claims that as a child in a Christian school, he got into a fight with a white kid over the use of the racial slur mentioned above. Both boys were punished; him for fighting and the kid he accused for saying a bad word.
When he complained about the injustice of being punished, the principal told him that as a Christian, he is not to react violently when someone insults him; rather he is to turn the other cheek. This infuriated him as he sees it as his racial right and duty to dominate any white person who gets out of racial line - up to and including - entering into racial violence in an effort to force racial submission to his judgement, will and orders.
He’s on this path right now. He’s furious over what he sees as an inferior racist organization, refusing to submit to his racial judgement, authority and dominance. He’s progressed from ordering and beating those he deems racist, to conducting a race war against the morally inferior police department.
A left winger would look at him sympathically. They encourage Black racial judgement, dominance and punishment. A right winger would say he should have listened to that Christian principal and moved beyond the racial rage personality that has ruined his life and corrupted his soul.
I once learned from a wise man that when someone is mean to you in an interaction and it hurts and you take in anger and resentment about it, you have taken their error or corrupt personality inside yourself and used it against yourself by holding it to you with anger and resentment. Meanness belongs to them - not you. A reaction of anger and resentment does not hurt them; it is poisonous feelings that hurt you. The meanness of another does not have anything to do with you, so give it back to them and walk away free. Forgiving means giving corruption back to the corrupt one and releasing yourself from the emotional poison and weakness it was intended to implant within you. It does not mean forgetting what happened or not seeking an appology or justice under the law. Forgiveness is release from an emotional twistedness that evil creates. That is the process of releasing yourself from evil which is the wisdom behind the missive to ‘turn the other cheek.’
This cop’s whole personality and life is dominated by the resentment and anger he has taken in over the evil he perceives within others. He’s poisoned himself with the darkness of historical and present day white racism. The left encourages and rationalizes his self destruction which is why he finds himself sympathic to left wingers.
When I was a kid and some other kid called another names, most of us kids would just say, “sticks and stones may break my bones but names will never hurt me”. What happened to that philosophy?
Excellent post Sara and very wise advise. Thanks for the background info on the crazy ex-cop.
I've been dealing with ill children (not serious) all day so I just got to your reply
Can you teach your analysis to more FREEPERS?
The one’s we have mindreading now are doing a crummy job of it.